Pastor Mark

Field Trips for Faith

Mark 8:27-38

Jesus went on with his disciples to the villages of Caesarea Philippi; and on the way he asked his disciples, “Who do people say that I am?” And they answered him, “John the Baptist; and others, Elijah; and still others, one of the prophets.” He asked them, “But who do you say that I am?” Peter answered him, “You are the Messiah.” And he sternly ordered them not to tell anyone about him.

Then he began to teach them that the Son of Man must undergo great suffering, and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again. He said all this quite openly. And Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him. But turning and looking at his disciples, he rebuked Peter and said, “Get behind me, Satan! For you are setting your mind not on divine things but on human things.”

He called the crowd with his disciples, and said to them, “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it. For what will it profit them to gain the whole world and forfeit their life? Indeed, what can they give in return for their life? Those who are ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of them the Son of Man will also be ashamed when he comes in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.”

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It's a strange thing to read this familiar bit of Mark’s Gospel on the heels of another trip to Haiti. As many of you know, in addition to Nick Hopkins, Linda and Emily Michaelis, and Laura Haeberle … Lily Haeberle, as well as the whole Havel clan made the trip, which meant Jackson and Max were along, too. It’s hard to believe we’ve been back for a week already.

And I’ve heard and had lots of conversation about Jackson and Lily and Max making the trip, because they’re younger than your average mission tripper; because Haiti is Haiti; and because they had to miss a week of school – along with baseball and tennis, basketball and band and all kinds of other of commitments – to make it happen. To a person, though, including their teachers, principals, administrators and coaches, as far as I know, it was understood that this would be worth their time; that they would learn something just as valuable during a week in Fondwa, Haiti, as they would in their classes during over the course of a week. And I think that’s true.

So I’ve been reflecting on our week in Fondwa this time around, as a field trip of sorts – not just for the students in our group – but for the rest of us, too. But I’ll come back to that in a minute.

Because Brian McLaren, in his book, We Make the Road by Walking, describes what Jesus is up to in this morning’s Gospel as a field trip of sorts, as well. See, it’s no mistake that Jesus and his disciples were milling around Caesarea Philippi when Jesus asks them that first question, “Who do people say that I am?”

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This is a cliff that looms over the villages of Caesarea Philippi where Jesus was travelling with his disciples this morning, when he asked that question. I took this picture on a field trip of my own back in the day, where I learned that Caesarea Philippi was a city that existed very literally in the shadow of a huge pagan temple, which you can see up there in the side of this cliff.

Caesarea Philippi is about 25 miles northeast of the Sea of Galilee, and this neck of the woods had huge political and religious implications for the disciples and for Jesus, partly because it was named after a Roman Caesar (“Caesarea”) and King Herod’s son, Philip. (“Philippi”) And into the façade of this stone mountain, was carved a cave/temple, where, in the headwaters of the Jordan River there, ritual cleansings and practices were carried out in the names of pagan gods.

So, with all of that very literally in the background, Jesus starts this conversation about his own name, his own status, his own identity and his own ministry as the Son of God. And he brings his disciples along for the teaching moment of it all.

“So, what are people saying about me?” “What have you heard?” “What’s the word on the street?” “Who do people say that I am?,” he asks. And the answers come, I imagine, quickly, at first. Some say John the Baptist. Others say Elijah. Still others say, you’re one of the prophets. It’s easy, after all, to report what others are saying isn’t it – especially when they’re probably wrong?

But then Jesus gets serious; pointed; more personal. “But who do you say that I am?”

And I imagine some silence. Some shuffling of feet. Some elbows to the ribs from one disciple to another. Some avoiding of eye-contact. Some hoping and praying that the teacher please not call on me.

Until Peter finally gets up the nerve to, frankly, give the perfect answer. “You are the Messiah.” Ding! Ding! Ding! In the face of all of those wrong answers, Peter gets it right. In the shadow of all those pagan alternatives, Peter names Jesus the One. In a city named for earthly kings, Peter proclaims Jesus to be ruler over all of it – the anointed, the liberator, the redeemer, the savior.

We need a field trip sometimes, don’t we? We need to get out of ourselves every once in a while, don’t you think? We need to get away from what we believe we know, away from what we’re used to, apart from the everyday, ordinary ways of our lives, sometimes, to see and learn and do a new thing; to ask some hard questions; to find some faithful answers; to set our hearts and our minds on heavenly things, in spite of the earthly things that compete for our attention and allegiance so much of the time.

Now I’m not saying we always have to go as far away as Haiti, but the questions I find myself wrestling with in and around the mountains of Fondwa, are very much like the questions Jesus was asking Peter and the disciples that day in Caesarea Philippi. “Who do people say that I am?” And, more specifically, “Who do you say that I am?”

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In Fondwa, I’m reminded that Jesus is the Messiah for the least of these; that the last will be first and the first will be last and that I spend a lot of time – too much time – working and worrying about being first.

In Fondwa, I’m reminded that Jesus is Messiah of my money and my things and my stuff – and that it doesn’t always look that way. Just ask my cable provider. Just look in my closet. Just rummage through my refrigerator. But please don’t tell the children at the St. Antoine School and orphanage what you find.

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In Fondwa, I’m reminded that Jesus is Messiah for the whole of creation – for all colors and cultures and countries and creeds, even – and that our politics, our policies, our politicians – the Caesars and the Phillips, if you will – should reflect that.

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In Fondwa, I’m reminded that “divine things” aren’t always pretty – they look like feet that haven’t worn shoes for who knows how long – if ever – and that walk paths and climb hills you can’t imagine. I’m reminded that “divine things” look like volunteer doctors and nurses who care for 14 year-olds with HIV and syphilis. “divine things” are grandmothers, aunts and sisters raising generations of extended family, and feeding the neighbors, too – on less than a shoe-string; with no pot to pee in; and going hungry, themselves, to make it happen.

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Heavenly things look like sacrifice and struggle, generosity and goodness, hope in the face of despair and new life in the face of dying. And that’s who Jesus is. That’s how Jesus shows up, still. That’s the answer to the question of the day: “Who do you say that I am?” “Who do you say Jesus is?”

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Jesus is Messiah – anointed, liberator, redeemer, savior. Messiah, of sacrifice. Messiah, of struggle. Messiah, of humility, generosity, goodness and grace. Messiah of death, even. And Messiah of love and new life, too … for each of us and for the sake of the whole wide world.

Amen

Hard to Swallow

John 6:56-69

[Jesus said,] “Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood abide in me, and I in them. Just as the living Father sent me, and I live because of the Father, so whoever eats me will live because of me. This is the bread that came down from heaven, not like that which your ancestors ate, and they died. But the one who eats this bread will live forever.” He said these things while he was teaching in the synagogue at Capernaum.

When many of his disciples heard it, they said, “This teaching is difficult; who can accept it?” But Jesus, being aware that his disciples were complaining about it, said to them, “Does this offend you? Then what if you were to see the Son of Man ascending to where he was before? It is the spirit that gives life; the flesh is useless. The words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life. But among you there are some who do not believe.” For Jesus knew from the first who were the ones that did not believe, and who was the one that would betray him. And he said, “For this reason I have told you that no one can come to me unless it is granted by the Father.”

Because of this, many of his disciples turned back and no longer went about with him. So Jesus asked the twelve, “Do you also wish to go away?” Simon Peter answered him, “Lord, to whom can we go? You have the words of eternal life. We have come to believe and know that you are the Holy One of God.”


If you’ve been around Cross of Grace for worship the last several weeks – or in any Christian church that follows the lectionary of scripture readings that guides our life together – it may be hard to believe we’re still talking about the Bread of Life. (We’re in it for week five at this point, but who’s counting!?)

But remember with me that, though this might seem like OLD good news to many of us, what we’ve been hearing and learning from Jesus was very much NEW ground for those who were learning to follow him, back in the day. And today is no different.

Jesus is teaching in the synagogue at Capernaum, about what it means that he had come down from heaven as bread for the sake of the world. We have to remind ourselves, as 21st Century Christians – Sunday morning quarterbacks, in all of this, if you will – that the symbolism and imagery and teaching here, aren’t that much of a stretch for us. We will share communion this morning – eating bread and drinking wine – just like we did last week, and the week before that; and just like we’ll do next week and the week after that, and so on.

So, we are down with Jesus as the Bread of Life. We get this Bread from Heaven stuff, which fills us with forgiveness and grace and the promised redemption and resurrection of our souls on the other side of God’s heaven, and all the rest. This, too, may sound like OLD good news to us.

But put yourself into that synagogue in Capernaum as a faithful Jewish man, woman or child, and hear these words from Jesus, about eating his flesh and drinking his blood, and comparing it all to your ancestors even further back in the day who were lost and wandering around in the desert, but who God saved with bread that came down from heaven in the form of manna in the wilderness – very real food from heaven that saved their lives – right where they were; right when they needed it most.

The people listening to Jesus didn’t have the luxury or the understanding of the sacramental, Sunday morning quarterback’s perspective with which we are blessed. Never mind the audacity and arrogance and blasphemy of claiming to have ‘come down from heaven’ … when they heard Jesus invite them to eat his flesh and drink his blood, he may have sounded more like a First Century Hannibal “The Cannibal” Lecter, than any kind of Messiah – or Son of God – or Savior of the world.

And it was too much to bear, for many of them. They couldn’t abide. They didn’t understand. This was crazy talk. They couldn’t swallow it – they wouldn’t swallow it – this bread from heaven, this flesh and blood, Jesus was promising could change everything. So they turned back and refused to follow him any further. And, understanding their perspective, it’s hard to blame them, really. Don’t you think?

Some of you know that a group of us has been studying a book the last few weeks, called UnClobber, by a pastor and theologian named Colby Martin. It’s about a new, different way to understand the place of homosexuality in Scripture. It’s about re-evaluating the traditional theology that condemns lesbian, gay, bi-sexual, transgender, and queer people. It involves studying the historical, sociological, cultural context of Scripture, along with the language and translation of relevant passages, in a way that takes the sting out of the handful of Scriptures that, for so long, have been used to shame, judge, convict, and condemn LGBTQ children of God. Ultimately, our time together – I hope – is about learning to love, not just tolerate, our LGBT and Q brothers and sisters, in a new, faithful way.

As many of you know, this is a harder thing to grasp for some of us than it is for others. We made a commitment, at the beginning of our time together, to be “curious” about what we would read and discuss, rather than “furious” about whatever might come of it.

Now, the class and its teaching hasn’t been all that new or challenging for everyone around the table. But it is new and it has been challenging for others. There are some in the group who have been doing some heavy lifting, some faithful wrestling, some hard work with all of this. And that has been quite inspiring to be part of, from my perspective.

But the truth is, that it’s been too hard and too heavy for a few – particularly some guests who had never been to Cross of Grace for anything before this study. At least one person bought the book with good intentions of joining the class, but never showed up. Another person gave up on it all after only our second gathering.

They didn’t buy it, I guess. They can’t believe it, I suppose. They won’t swallow it, if you will; this new kind of bread that’s different from anything they’ve ever tasted or believed before. They’ve decided, as far as I can tell, something like what those first century folks said to Jesus, “This teaching is difficult. Who can accept it?”

And I’m working to honor my end of the bargain to not be furious about that. I can’t help but be curious about what more or better or different could be said or done to convince them otherwise. And I’m mostly frustrated and sad, too, that I wasn’t able to break through the hard crust of that old bread I feel they’re still clinging to, still chewing on, still choking down, and still passing around, out there in the world.

Because the bottom line for me is that the good news of Jesus – the bread of life that has come down from heaven for the sake of the world – is almost too good to be true. There are times and places and people for whom my own preconceived notions and prejudices make all of this grace stuff too difficult to buy or believe. How can this grace be for him? Is it possible for them to be forgiven? Will there be mercy and redemption, even, for so and so? (Each of us can fill in those blanks, I believe.)

I feel myself saying, to Jesus, “This teaching is too difficult. Who can accept it?” 

And then I hear Jesus responding, just like he said to those first followers, “Does this offend you?” “Is my grace too big for you?” “Is my love too wide… my mercy too mighty… my forgiveness too abundant?” And I hear him saying, something else, too, like he also said to those first followers, “You ain’t seen nothing yet.” “Wait until you see me raised from the dead, the Son of Man ascending to where he was before – conquering death, vanquishing sin, redeeming, saving, feeding the world with this bread of life that’s come down from heaven.”

See, this is about more than learning to understand Scripture differently around the hot-button issue of the day – or even having to agree about all of that at every turn. This is about any time we feel God trying to do a new thing in …or for …or through our lives. This is about all the times we wonder if God is big enough to forgive that sin; to comfort that grief; to do that justice; to love that mightily; to merit this kind of hope.

And it’s the story of our faith – that even when we can’t, God does. Even when we won’t God will. Even when we refuse, God has already. So we keep trying. We struggle with the heavy lifting. We wrestle with this grace we’re called to receive and to share. And we are patient with ourselves and with others when any one of us can’t or won’t or doesn’t.

And then we return to the table, together, I hope – to the one who has the words and the way to eternal life. And we eat – with humility and joy – this bread of life, that’s come down from heaven. We eat this bread of life and we are better for it. We eat this bread of life and we share it with the world until all are fed with the same grace and mercy, the same love and forgiveness, the same hope that is ours when we do.

Amen