Pastor Mark

A Pet Blessing Parable

Matthew 13:44-50

[Jesus said,] “The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which someone found and hid; then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field.

“Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls; on finding one pearl of great value, he went and sold all that he had and bought it.

“Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a net that was thrown into the sea and caught fish of every kind; when it was full, they drew it ashore, sat down, and put the good into baskets but threw out the bad. So it will be at the end of the age. The angels will come out and separate the evil from the righteous and throw them into the furnace of fire, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”


The kingdom of heaven is like a Pastor who had two dogs, one was old and graying – not the sharpest knife in the drawer – but a very good dog. Potty-trained. Free to run and roam, inside or out, wherever she pleased. The “queen of the castle,” to use the language of parables … until the puppy showed up.

It happened in the early days of a global pandemic, when mutts … mixed-breeds … lower caste hounds were hard to come by, honestly, because many in the kingdom decided that pandemics and quarantine made for a good time to rescue a new puppy from the pound. Anyway, while the new puppy looked as though she could be the offspring of the older, aging queen, the queen had no love for the newer, younger, cuter, cuddlier, apparent “replacement” version of herself. There was – and continues to be – a fair amount of – too much, really – weeping and gnashing of teeth.

All of this is to say, if you didn’t know – or haven’t figured it out, yet: the Havels got a new puppy in June. Her name is Rosie. Her predecessor and big sister is Stella. Rosie likes Stella infinitely more than Stella likes Rosie. You can tell that, again, by all of the weeping and gnashing of teeth.

But there are moments of grace, every once in a while, between the two. Stella has always had the power to remove Rosie’s head, with those gnashing teeth, should she so choose. Yet, even when the Rosie was small enough to sneak between her legs and steal her food – right from under her nose or straight out of her mouth or bowl or whatever – Stella would just back up and watch, and wait for a human to come and save the day.

And, Stella watches Rosie ravenously, shamelessly, ungratefully eat three meals a day – because that’s what a puppy does – while Stella only gets two meals a day; once in the morning and once in the evening. (Stella’s on a diet.) And Rosie gets to go on longer walks, too; and on field trips with Dad to the church office; she’s allowed on more couches and chairs and beds than Stella was ever allowed to enjoy; and Rosie has all the toys, too – bones and stuffed animals and rubber chewies, too, just like Stella used to play with back in the day. And Rosie does not share.

Rosie always beats Stella upstairs or downstairs or to wherever the action is – sometimes knocking the old-girl’s legs right out from under her on the way. And, truth be told, Rosie probably gets more love, cuddles, and playtime, too – if anyone were keeping score. And Stella watches it all from a distance, in her new favorite hiding place, in the shadows of the big chair in our living room most of the time.  

So, truth be told, the kingdom of heaven is like a Pastor who had two dogs, not because of anything the Pastor and his family say or do in all of this. But all because of how that big, old, grumpy, geriatric hound, Stella, lives and moves and breathes and loves us all in spite of it all.

See, Stella doesn’t need leashes and fences and electric shock collars like she used to – or like Rosie certainly does. Stella stays close by, she knows who will care for her, and Stella follows the rules because she’s learned that life is better – and best, really – when she does what her Master asks of her. There’s a lesson about faith and obedience for all of us, there, I think.

And couldn’t we use less weeping and gnashing of teeth in our world these days? – in our politics, in our churches, in our schools, kitchens, on social media – and if that means taking a break in the shadows of your favorite hiding place, then take a lesson from Stella.

We could all stand to be more generous with our food and our toys and our resources, too – and if that means giving it up and giving it away so that someone who needs it more might have a chance, then there’s a lesson from Stella about living in God’s kingdom, there, too.

And forgiveness. There’s always room for more of that. Fewer grudges and far more grace, I mean. If Stella’s keeping score, you wouldn’t know it. She comes running more often than she used to. She sits back and waits her turn. She always receives and gives the love, even if she’s second in line for it nowadays. There’s a lesson about kingdom-living if I ever heard one.

All of this is so much of what’s behind this Pet Blessing thing, really, if you ask me. Yes, it’s about celebrating God’s care in and for creation. And yes, it’s a fun way to introduce our furry and feathered family members to our flesh-covered, two-legged human friends at church.

But it’s also a great way to see, and to remind ourselves, and to understand the nature of God’s grace through the animals who love us so well – who let us love them, in return – and who show us how to be, and be grateful for lives lived in the kingdom of God’s grace, in and for the sake of the world.

Amen

The Freedom of Forgiveness

Matthew 18:21-35

Then Peter came and said to him, "Lord, if another member of the church sins against me, how often should I forgive? As many as seven times?" Jesus said to him, "Not seven times, but, I tell you, seventy-seven times. "For this reason the kingdom of heaven may be compared to a king who wished to settle accounts with his slaves. When he began the reckoning, one who owed him ten thousand talents was brought to him; and, as he could not pay, his lord ordered him to be sold, together with his wife and children and all his possessions, and payment to be made. So the slave fell on his knees before him, saying, "Have patience with me, and I will pay you everything.' And out of pity for him, the lord of that slave released him and forgave him the debt. But that same slave, as he went out, came upon one of his fellow slaves who owed him a hundred denarii; and seizing him by the throat, he said, "Pay what you owe.' Then his fellow slave fell down and pleaded with him, "Have patience with me, and I will pay you.' But he refused; then he went and threw him into prison until he would pay the debt. When his fellow slaves saw what had happened, they were greatly distressed, and they went and reported to their lord all that had taken place. Then his lord summoned him and said to him, "You wicked slave! I forgave you all that debt because you pleaded with me. Should you not have had mercy on your fellow slave, as I had mercy on you?' And in anger his lord handed him over to be tortured until he would pay his entire debt. So my heavenly Father will also do to every one of you, if you do not forgive your brother or sister from your heart."


Today we get Peter - curious, impetuous, trouble-making Peter - asking Jesus some hard questions. “Lord, if another member of the church sins against me, how often should I forgive? As many as seven times?” “Seriously, Jesus, how many times does someone get to get away with something before I can cut them loose and send them away?” “What’s the limit?”  “Where’s the line in the sand?” “How much do I have to take before I can say ‘enough is enough’ and feel good about it?” 

Peter seems to be wielding forgiveness like some kind of weapon; like he’s using the act of forgiveness as a kind of bargaining chip – like he only has so much of it to give and then the well of his forgiveness will run dry. Forgiveness for Peter seems like a way to gauge the sort of investment he has to make when it comes to sharing God’s grace; like he wants to know just how generous he has to be in the name of Jesus before he can go back to being his regular, old, sinful, broken, score-keeping, grudge-holding, un-forgiving self.

And so, after telling him in not-so-many words that there’s really no limit to how often we’re called to forgive, Jesus tells Peter that story about the unforgiving servant.

The story goes that a king wants to take stock of his estate, to balance his books, perhaps, and so it’s time to collect on his debts. When a slave shows up with a debt too large to pay, the king threatens to sell him off – and his wife, kids and possessions, to boot – so they will both get what’s coming to them. When the poor, pitiful slave begs, though, the king lets him off the hook. And even more than that, really. The king doesn’t just give him more time to pay or simply reduce his interest rate or knock some money off the principle that he’s owed. He forgives him the entire debt. He erases it. Scratches it from his books. The king sends the slave off with a balance of zero – and a smile on his face, I’m sure.

Only until that same slave comes across an acquaintance who owes him some money. And when his buddy can’t pay up, he tosses him in jail until he gets what’s rightfully his.

And when the king hears the news, he’s furious. He calls back the first slave and lets him have it. “I forgave you all that debt because you pleaded with me. Should you not have forgiven your fellow slave as I forgave you?” And because he doesn’t get it, that slave is sent off to be tortured until he can even up things with is lord.

“Forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.” (He said it all much more simply in Matthew, Chapter 6.)

But first of all, I want us to look at how this parable ends in a different way than maybe we’re first inclined to hear it. When I hear this bit about being “tortured” – or in other parables we hear about “being thrown into the outer darkness” where there will be “weeping and gnashing of teeth” – I get a little scared. Because that’s terrifying, actually – the weeping and gnashing of teeth, I mean – as I think Jesus means for it to be, frankly.

But I like to remind myself – and anyone who will hear it – that I don’t think this is meant to be about hell or the end of time. I don’t believe Jesus means to suggest we’re going to spend eternity in the company of the devil when we don’t get things right; when we don’t forgive as well or as often as we should. (So let’s all breathe a sigh of relief about that.)

You’ve heard me say before that so often – if not most often – when Jesus talks about the Kingdom of God or the Kingdom of Heaven, he’s not necessarily talking about life after death; or life on the other side of eternity. He’s talking about the impact and blessing of living life – as we know it – in the kingdom that is alive and well among us. And I think we’re allowed to consider “the outer darkness” or this torturous “weeping and gnashing of teeth” stuff, in the same way. I mean, truth be told, just like we don’t have to wait to experience God’s presence “on earth as it is in heaven” every now and again, we don’t have to wait until we’re dead and gone to suffer the consequences of our sinfulness or our less-than-faithful ways, either.

And I think this is especially true when it comes to the way we practice forgiveness – or not.

I still remember a family from my time as a hospital chaplain back in seminary. There were two brothers who’d been fighting for years – holding a grudge, keeping score, had already drawn lines so deeply in the sands of their lives to the degree that they weren’t speaking to each other, or even able to be in the same room together peaceably.

It got so bad for these brothers that when their mother lay dying in the hospital, they’d worked out a plan whereby their visits were timed just so, so that – while they wanted one of them to be with her 24-hours a day - only one of them was able to be by mom’s side at any given moment. If one brother showed up while the other was there, he’d wait down the hall until his brother left – in the opposite direction, down another hallway, using a different set of elevators or stairs or whatever.

No matter how much she begged them – or how close she came to dying – this mother couldn’t convince her sons to be together at her deathbed. When she did finally die, only one brother was there to hold her and the other was in the hallway waiting, with so much more than just the hospital room door between him and his family. It’s not too much to suggest that he and she and they and their family were each tormented and tortured by the unforgiveness that kept them from loving one another. Do you know anyone lives like that?

I saw a meme on Facebook, just this week which – to be honest – probably wasn’t meant to be about forgiveness, but it struck me that way, in light of today’s Gospel. The meme said simply, “Just because you carry it well, doesn’t mean it’s not heavy.”

“Just because you carry it well, doesn’t mean it’s not heavy.”

This is the kind of “torture” I imagine Jesus was talking about … the burden of unforgiveness. This is the sort of pain that the lack of forgiveness inflicts. It’s exactly the opposite of what God would have for us and it’s the sort of distance and division and desperation that only true forgiveness can cure. But damn, do we carry it well!

And God doesn’t want that for us.

And it’s important to know that forgiveness doesn’t always mean one side is right and another side is wrong. Forgiveness isn’t about proving a point or staking a claim on the truth or accepting or approving an apology, even. Forgiveness isn’t about winning. It’s about being made free.

Yes, to forgive another is a wonderful gift to give away. But it’s also something we do for ourselves, just the same. We do it because we don’t want to live in bondage.  We forgive because grudges and memories of sin are heavy burdens to carry. We forgive because we know it’s been done for us in more ways than we can count. And we forgive because to refuse it is to refuse God’s place in our lives.

I’m certain God wants forgiveness to bless the life of the one who offers it, just as much as it might liberate the ones who do the damage. And we find ourselves on both sides of that equation from time to time, do we not?

It’s why God, in Jesus, made it to the cross and up from the tomb. (“Just because he carried it well, doesn’t mean it wasn’t heavy.”) And it’s why God’s forgiveness is so big: so that all of our debts are forgiven and so that we can live differently because of it – not carrying the burden of our grudges or our shame, but carrying the light of God’s grace and mercy into – and for the sake of – the world.

Amen