Pastor Mark

“I Want to Be Part of a Church That…”

John 14:8-17

Philip said to [Jesus], “Lord, show us the Father and we will be satisfied.” Jesus said to him, “Have I been with you this long, Philip, and still you do not know me? Whoever has seen the me has seen the Father. How can you say, ‘Show us the Father’? Do you not believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? The words that I say I do not speak on my own, but the Father who dwells in me does his works. Believe me that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; but if you do not, then believe me because of the works themselves. Very truly, I tell you, the one who believes in me will also do the works that I do and, in fact, will do greater works than these, because I am going to the Father. I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If in my name you ask for anything, I will do it.

“If you love me, you will keep my commandments. And I will ask the Father and he will give you another Advocate, to be with you forever. This is the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him nor knows him. You know him, because he abides with you, and he will be in you.”


This whole “Pentecost” thing means a lot of stuff historically, symbolically, liturgically, theologically, of course, where life in the church is concerned. Some of it’s interesting. A lot of it, frankly, isn’t. To people who aren’t too familiar with all that we do as Christians in the world, it can seem like insider-language, which I’m never a fan of, so I feel like it bears explaining every once in a while.

One way to talk about Pentecost that’s kind of interesting, is to call it the birthday of the church. We celebrate it 50 days after Easter’s resurrection, to coincide with what gathered those first disciples in Jerusalem at the time of that reading from Acts we just heard – a Jewish holiday they called the Festival of Weeks, which marked the end of Passover for them. While they were gathered in Jerusalem, then, for this festival, some crazy stuff happened – there was a sound like the rush of wind; there were tongues of fire; they started speaking in languages they didn’t know they knew; people out on the streets thought they were drunk – which I do find kind of interesting, actually.

But, many talk about Pentecost as the birthday of the Church, because a new thing happened, which is interesting, too, if not ironic. For an institution that’s known too much of the time for our steadfast stubbornness, to have something like the crazy new things that happened at Pentecost be the hallmark of the Church’s birth and beginning is kind of funny; it’s noteworthy; it’s something we forget too much of the time; and it’s very much worth remembering.

So, in the spirit of Pentecost – and with every imaginable pun intended – in the spirit of Pentecost – I’ve asked for your help with today’s sermon. You all received those flames as you showed today with an open-ended statement on it (“I want to be part of a church that…”), and I thank you in advance for playing along – if you did. I kind of want to know, if you were giving birth to a Church … if you could pick, plan, and propose what you would like our church, your church, The Church to look like, what would you choose?

I want to be part of a church that keeps an open door and open hearts and open minds to all members of this world, no matter what race, color, orientation, or belief.

I want to be part of a church that welcomes all people … that opens doors for all … that makes everyone feel welcome.

I want to be part of a church that uses old hymns.

I want to be part of a church that keeps traditional services for the most part.

I want to be part of a church that cultivates spiritual growth and nurtures the world.

I want to be part of a church that loves.

I want to be part of a church that welcomes everybody – and means it.

I want to be part of a church that feeds the hungry.

I want to be part of a church that is multi-cultural and more colorful.

I want to be part of a church that gives.

I want to be part of a church that lights my fire.

For what it’s worth, this whole idea was inspired by several people who have reached out to me – in person and online – in just the last few weeks (old friends from high school, former Cross of Gracers, virtual strangers and acquaintances) to say they have been inspired by what they’ve been seeing and hearing about our ministry at Cross of Grace. Some – who have moved away from the area – told me they just haven’t been able to find a place like they miss here, at Cross of Grace. Others marvel at the wide welcome we try to extend to our LGBTQ friends, family, and neighbors. Others have simply been moved because all of that has challenged, in a beautiful way, what has otherwise disillusioned them about Christians and the Church. I want to be part of a church that does THAT every day of the week and two, or three, or four, or five times, on Sundays, as the saying goes.

And it reminded me that the Holy Spirit really is living and moving and breathing right here and right now – or it wants to be, anyway. What God is calling us to do here, in our little corner of the kingdom, is no less profound than the tongues of fire that appeared in that room so many generations ago when that handful of disciples – ordinary, plain, simple, men, women and children – gathered in the days after the resurrection wondering what in the world they were supposed to do now that the resurrection had happened and Jesus had left them to their work.

None of the things that so often steal our attention and our energy mattered so much, in that Pentecost moment … It didn’t matter what songs were sung or which liturgy was used. It didn’t matter what the building looked like or how the chairs were arranged. It didn’t matter – even – that others had told them they were crazy to believe any of this stuff in the first place.

What mattered is that the presence of God came into the room and they let it happen, they listened, and they lived differently because of it.

What mattered is they weren’t afraid to open their mouths and let words of grace and blessing and welcome come out – whether they even understood what in the world they were saying with every breath, or not.

What mattered is they didn’t keep any of this to themselves. They told others about the good news of God’s love for the world – and they let everyone in; from every nation; every ethnicity; every culture and color, every language and lifestyle, too, such as it was in their day.

What mattered is that God was doing something new and God’s people were there to let the Holy Spirit have its way with them.

So, let’s do more of that. When it comes to Pentecost and the Holy Spirit and what God is working to do with us, let’s let our own guards down more often and let’s let the Holy Spirit have its way with us.

Because when we let the Spirit move among us, we build buildings and pay off mortgages.

When the Spirit is living within us, we invite and welcome others to join us. We don’t sit behind closed doors and wait for tongues of fire to do all of our talking.

When the Spirit’s alive and well in our lives, we find courage to lead instead of always following our old, safe, comfortable, familiar ways.

When the Spirit inspires our thoughts and prayers, they become words and deeds that do justice and love kindness and work for peace and healing.

When we let the Spirit animate our life together, our hearts open, we hear the needs of others, and we risk sharing ourselves more completely because of it.

And when we let the Spirit of God truly have its way with our worship, learning and service, our friends and neighbors just might think we’re drunk because who would be that generous? Why would you be that kind? How could you be that forgiving? That welcoming? That full of grace?

This morning and in the Days of Pentecost that lie ahead – Days of the Spirit, on the other side of Easter – please pray with me and decide to see just what God will do with you if you let it happen; if we let the Spirit warm us inside and out; and if we let the fire of something new that God is doing burn differently within us.

I imagine we’ll find ourselves on holy ground, often. I imagine we’ll learn new ways to speak “love” and “grace” and “forgiveness” into and for the sake of this world that needs it. I bet we’ll find the Spirit of God in people and in places – in the midst of our fellowship and within ourselves, too – where we never have expected it could be. And I pray it will keep shaping this congregation – and God’s Church in the world – into the kind of place more of God’s children long to call home.

Amen

The Other Side of Easter: Are We There Yet?

(The audio isn’t as polished as usual, since we worshiped outdoors this Sunday in order to make room for the whole congregation to gather for a single service, in celebration of our mortgage-burning ceremony.)

John 14:23-29

Jesus answered him, “Those who love me will keep my word, and my Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them. Whoever does not love me does not keep my words; and the word that you hear is not mine, but is from the Father who sent me.

“I have said these things to you while I am still with you. But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you everything, and remind you of all that I have said to you. Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled, and do not let them be afraid.

“You heard me say to you, ‘I am going away, and I am coming to you.’ If you loved me, you would rejoice that I am going to the Father, because the Father is greater than I. And now I have told you this before it occurs, so that when it does occur, you may believe.”


I’d like to think some of you remember some of the things I preach around here, though I don’t know what the statute of limitations is on that – even for myself. There are some sermons I remember from years ago, whenever a particular text shows up in the lectionary again. And other times I’ll come across something I wrote or preached or taught about a text or for a special occasion, but have absolutely no recollection of ever thinking, let alone saying aloud and putting out into the universe from the pulpit.

But, I do remember that when we first moved into the first iteration of our building here at Cross of Grace, the theme of my very first sermon was, “Are We There Yet?” I know some of you remember that moment in our life together, even if what I had to say about it all didn’t stick:

It was Christmas Eve, 2003. The building was finished just “enough” for us to gather on a very cold, very snowy, very icy December 24th. There was no paved driveway, yet. We had to light the frozen, muddy pathway back here with something like a hundred candle-lit milk jug luminaries. Inside, there was no tile or carpet. The walls weren’t painted. We heated the place – sort of – with a couple of industrial-grade propane construction heaters, which I have to believe, looking back on it all, violated more than a few safety codes by someone’s standards.

So it was easy to ask and to wonder in that first Christmas Eve sermon, “Are We There Yet?” because, as proud and accomplished and as close to a finish line as we felt, the obvious answer to that rhetorical question was “No.” There was still plenty yet to accomplish as far as this building and our fledgling little ministry were concerned.

And this is how we’re meant to feel still – and always – when it comes to our life together at Cross of Grace and as Christians in the world.

In this bit from John’s Gospel, when Jesus is praying and saying all of this to his disciples, notice that so much of it is about the future. So much of it is about the promise of what’s to come… about hope for tomorrow… about anticipation of all that is not, quite yet.

“Those who love me will keep my word, and my Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them…

“…the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you everything, and remind you of all that I have said to you…”

“Do not let your hearts be troubled, and do not let them be afraid.”

“I am going away, and I am coming to you…”

“And … I have told you this before it occurs, so that when it does occur, you may believe.”

Again, it’s all about God’s future, God’s promise of what’s on the way, God’s hope for tomorrow, God’s anticipation of what’s to come. Which to me means, as God’s people in the world, we’re always, always, always still on the way. Even with a mortgage to burn – especially with a mortgage to burn – the answer to the question “Are we there, yet?” is still, “No.”

Because as proud and accomplished as we felt on that Christmas Eve in 2003, we knew we were just beginning in so many ways. And it’s so easy to see how much has changed so quickly in the last 18 years – and how much would NOT have changed had we stopped giving and growing and letting God have God’s way with us around here.

Back then, on that first Christmas Eve in the first phase of our building, we were still under the impression you could have a Christmas Eve worship without hearing Steve Beebe sing “O Holy Night.” (We didn’t know any better because the Beebes hadn’t showed up, just yet.)

Back then, Jackson Havel who graduates on Friday, was in utero, helping his mother light those luminaries up and down the driveway in the freezing cold.

Back then Janis Janelsins was still happily bossing people around … Bernie Augenstein was still greeting everyone who walked through the door, memorizing their faces, and remembering their names … Back then, Linda Sevier didn’t even know she wanted to work in a Lutheran church, let along join one!

Back then, there was no Stephen Ministry. Back then, we hadn’t made a single trip to Haiti, let alone helped to build a brand new Women’s Clinic, a school, or 50 houses with Zanmi Fondwa. Back then we didn’t have a worship band. Back then, Cross of Grace didn’t know Amanda Terrell or Jeannie Ellenberger, we hadn’t met Pastor Aaron, we hadn’t called or sent Pastor Teri, so Roots of Life didn’t exist, either. Back then there was no Food Pantry, or Labyrinth, or Columbarium. Back then Scott Nellis, Emily Michaelis and Kaitlyn Ferry weren’t seminary graduates, either. And I’d like to think we had something to do with inspiring them.

And if none of these names ring a bell … if you weren’t a part of any or all of these memories from back in the day … that’s kind of my point. (In fact, would you please stand if you were NOT a part of our life together at Cross of Grace back in 2003.) Each and every one of you – and the abbreviated litany of things we’ve accomplished over the years – is exactly how I know we weren’t “there yet” when we worshiped in our building on that first Christmas Eve.

So, as we set fire to our mortgage today and celebrate how much more we’ll be able to give away through our Building and Outreach Fund going forward…

As we turn in our General Fund commitments toward the operational budget for the year ahead…

As we return our offerings of Time and Talent, promising to help ministry happen around here in all the ways I hope we will, anyway …

The answer to that question, “Are we there yet?” is still “NO” as far as I’m concerned. There are still too many people who – for any number of reasons – don’t know how much love God has for them. There are still so many houses to build in Haiti and faith communities like Roots of Life to support. There is still room to be made and welcome to be extended and so much grace to share. And there are still so many people – in or coming into our community – who don’t know how much fun and meaning a congregation like ours can bring into their life and for the sake of this world.

So I hope we will do all of what we’re up to today with the same kind of promise, hope and anticipation Jesus was talking about … with the same kind of promise, hope and anticipation with which we’re called to live as God’s people in the world … with the same kind of promise, hope and anticipation that has always inspired and called us forward around here.

Are we there yet? No. We can’t even be sure what “there” looks like these days. But we’ve learned that the way is holy – even when it’s hard sometimes. And we are blessed and better for it when we follow God’s lead. And I’m so grateful to mark this mortgage-burning milestone with each and every one of you, wondering with all kinds of hope about who will join us next, for whatever God has in store, and what the next “there” might look like along the way.

Amen