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Ecce Doxa

Ecce Doxa
Pastor Cogan

John 17:1-11

After Jesus had spoken these words, he looked up to heaven and said,

“Father, the hour has come; glorify your Son so that the Son may glorify you, since you have given him authority over all people, to give eternal life to all whom you have given him. And this is eternal life, that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent. I glorified you on earth by finishing the work that you gave me to do. So now, Father, glorify me in your own presence with the glory that I had in your presence before the world existed.

“I have made your name known to those whom you gave me from the world. They were yours, and you gave them to me, and they have kept your word. Now they know that everything you have given me is from you, for the words that you gave to me I have given to them, and they have received them and know in truth that I came from you, and they have believed that you sent me. I am asking on their behalf; I am not asking on behalf of the world but on behalf of those whom you gave me, because they are yours. All mine are yours, and yours are mine, and I have been glorified in them.

And now I am no longer in the world, but they are in the world, and I am coming to you. Holy Father, protect them in your name that you have given me, so that they may be one, as we are one.


Katelyn and I saw The Devil Wears Prada 2 this weekend. I hadn’t seen the first one, you don’t really need to. In the film, I couldn’t help but notice how glory was on full display: fame, beauty, influence, excellence. Even when the movie tries to offer an alternative, Andy, the main character, can’t leave the lure of it all. Either we come from glory and do everything we can to hold onto it, or we are bound for glory and will do everything we can to get there.

That’s a story we tell about ourselves too: as individuals, communities, businesses, churches. Glory defined as success, relative wealth, stability, and growth. We might get off track for a moment, but with enough effort we believe we can get right back on the glory road. Most of us believe or once believed, that we are destined for great things. More blessings are just around the corner. And if not, then we have been slighted, short changed, or somehow cheated.

Glory gets a bad rap in Lutheran circles, and for good reason. Yet we can’t escape it. In just five verses from John, Jesus speaks of glory five times. The first thing he asks of God is, “Glorify your Son so that the Son may glorify you.” Peter says the Spirit of glory rests upon us. Throughout the New Testament, glory appears everywhere in crowns, white robes, and thrones.

Perhaps glory isn’t the problem after all. Perhaps we are simply confused about what glory actually is.

The story of an artist and her art can help us see this differently.

Cecilia Gimenez lived a struggling life. She was a widow in the small town of Borja, Spain. Her two sons, Jesús and Jose, were both born crippled. Jesús had muscular dystrophy and died at 20. Jose had cerebral palsy and needed his mother’s full-time care. Cecilia worked at a bar to bring in extra money.

To comfort herself, she volunteered at her church, the beautiful Sanctuary of the Pitiful Heart. She loved that church dearly. She was married there. Her boys received first communion there. But the centuries-old church didn’t have much money, so parishioners helped however they could.

Cecilia was a painter, and she painted where and when she could.

One day in August of 2012, the 81-year-old painter noticed the sorry state of the church’s fresco, Ecce Homo. Over time, salt and moisture from the aquifer beneath the church had deteriorated the painting until it looked like this. Without express permission, Cecilia decided to restore it herself. She had touched up the painting before, and the priest knew about that, but nothing quite like this.

Mostly a painter of flowers, she had little experience with portraits. So she began with the tunic. Easy enough. Then came Jesus’ face, which proved far more difficult. She stopped, took a two-week holiday, and intended to return later to finish the work. But there was one slight problem: while she was away, the local art center discovered the restoration attempt. They informed the artist’s family. Together they raised a ruckus, and soon Cecilia’s unfinished work was all over the internet. And the internet did what only the internet can do: drag a stranger through the virtual mud without knowing the full story.

Memes were everywhere. The painting was dubbed Ecce Mono, or Monkey Christ. Art critics and strangers alike said awful things about her. Soon the media chased her through the streets. Utterly humiliated, she cried at home and refused to eat, losing 13 pounds in just days. Finally, overcome with despair, she was refined to her bed.

Such suffering when all she wanted was to serve God the best way she knew how. And she was ridiculed for it.

Maybe you know something about that. Maybe you’ve tried to help someone you love only to have your motives questioned. Maybe you poured yourself into your children and still wonder if you got it all wrong.

Maybe you volunteered, gave your time and talents, only to feel unnoticed or criticized. Maybe you tried to do the faithful thing, the loving thing, and instead of gratitude or joy, it brought exhaustion, conflict, embarrassment, or pain.

We expect our striving to be met with acceptance, maybe even glory. Yet so often it leaves us wounded instead. Oddly enough, according to Jesus, glory does not look like influence, success, or self-assertion. It looks like the cross. Jesus says, “I glorified you on earth by finishing the work that you gave me to do.” And that work was a life poured out in love for others. A cruciform glory, as one pastor calls is. Glory revealed not in grasping for power, but in service. Not in demanding our own way, but in sacrifice for another. Not in avoiding vulnerability, but entering into it out of love.

That kind of life often involves suffering, because it’s so opposite of the ways of this world. But suffering itself is not the glory. Love is. The glory is Christ revealed through mercy, service, sacrifice, and steadfastness. And somehow God brings resurrection out of places the world expects only humiliation or defeat.

Just ask Cecilia.

Shortly after being bedridden, flowers and a card arrived with some kind words. More followed. Then the visitors came to Borja, not to torture her, but to see the painting for themselves. Over 50,000 people came. Still today 15 to 20 thousand come annually. The church started charging three euros to enter. They set up a shop and sold Ecce Homo t-shirts, mugs, pencils, magnets, even wine. The money funded not only the church, but the nearby hospital for elderly folks who couldn’t afford care. Cecilia received money too, but when she felt she didn’t need any more she gave it to muscular-dystrophy charities in honor of her son Jesús.

Perhaps most miraculous, the perception that Cecilia wasn’t an artist changed. The family of the original artist decided not to restore the fresco, but keep Cecilia’s work. People and art critics began to take that work seriously, finding its simplicity moving, the work of a devoted believer who loved her church and simply wanted to offer something beautiful.

And maybe that was the glory all along. Not the mockery she endured online or in person. Not the fame that followed. But the quiet, cruciform beauty of someone who served without seeking recognition.

A widow caring for her disabled sons. An elderly woman painting church walls because she loved her congregation. A believer trying, however imperfectly, to honor Christ.

And somehow, out of that humble, some say botched, offering, God brought unexpected new life: care for the elderly, support for muscular dystrophy charities, renewed community, and a different kind of beauty for people to behold.

Cecilia died this past Christmas at 94. As C.S. Lewis once wrote, the promise of glory is the promise that because of Christ, we will please God.I am certain God said to her, “Well done, good and faithful servant.”

Glory is not found in wealth, fame, success, or a 1.5 trillion dollar military budget. Nor is it found merely in art and beauty themselves. Rather, glory is revealed in love poured out for another. Or, at least, that’s what I keep telling myself as Katelyn and I prepare to welcome baby number two any day now.

I know the sleepless nights, the poopy diapers, and the immense overstimulation headed my way will not look, feel, smell, or sound glorious. But somehow, even there, Christ and his glory are revealed through it all. Because it is love poured out for another.

And I believe the same is true for you and whatever your struggle, whatever your sacrifice, whatever service you are enduring and offering in your own life. Glory is not the opposite of any of that. Rather, in Christ and by his cross, God keeps bringing new life, mercy, and even glory out of what the rest of the world only sees as failure, exhaustion, or defeat.

In that way, we are all bound for glory. Thanks be to God.

Amen.

"What Happens on the Mountain Does NOT Stay on the Mountain" – Matthew 17:1-9

What Happens on the Mountain Does NOT Stay on the Mountain
Pastor Aaron

Matthew 17:1-9

Six days later, Jesus took with him Peter and James and his brother John and led them up a high mountain, by themselves. And he was transfigured before them, and his face shone like the sun, and his clothes became dazzling white. Suddenly there appeared to them Moses and Elijah, talking with him.

Then Peter said to Jesus, "Lord, it is good for us to be here; if you wish, I will make three dwellings here, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah." While he was still speaking, suddenly a bright cloud overshadowed them, and from the cloud a voice said, "This is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to him!" When the disciples heard this, they fell to the ground and were overcome by fear. But Jesus came and touched them, saying, "Get up and do not be afraid." And when they looked up, they saw no one except Jesus himself alone.

As they were coming down the mountain, Jesus ordered them, "Tell no one about the vision until after the Son of Man has been raised from the dead." 


As has been mentioned, today is the day we celebrate the Transfiguration of the Lord. This is also the final Sunday in the season of Epiphany – a season that began all the way back on January 6th. 

Epiphany is the season in which we celebrate the ongoing revelation of God; and the Gospel texts over the past two months has revealed much to us. 

We witnessed God’s revelation in Jesus’ baptism.

John the Baptist invited others to encounter the revealed God. 

Jesus revealed God’s preference for the poor by calling lowly fishermen as disciples. 

And in the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus revealed a God who provides all that is needed as well as a God who challenges us to live lives of service to the vulnerable, oppressed, and outcast.

Much has been revealed to us during this past season of Epiphany. But before we turn our attention to the somber season of Lent, before we accompany Jesus on his path to Jerusalem and the cross, we are invited to pause, experience, and learn from one more Epiphany revelation – a literal mountaintop experience. 

The story of the Transfiguration is an odd one that has long-perplexed pastors, professors and parishioners because the story seems especially out of place in Matthew’s Gospel. As you will notice throughout the year as we explore this Gospel, Matthew’s primary objective is exploring the real-life implications, actions and behaviors associated with faith. At first glance, the story of the Transfiguration seems like it has little to do with real life. A shining face, dazzling white clothes, and the appearance of two ghosts…what in the world does this have to do with you and me? If Matthew’s concern is instructing us on how we live out our faith, what point is he trying to make by including this story? 

It could be that Matthew’s objective in telling this story is to address how we should respond to our own mountaintop experiences – the times in our lift when we feel on top of the world and surrounded by God’s grace.

Mountaintop experiences are scattered throughout the Bible. The first one that comes to mind is Moses and the Israelites’ experience at Mount Sinai in the book of Exodus.

On the top of Mount Sinai, Moses encountered God. There, Moses received instruction from God, as well as the two tablets of stone containing the Ten Commandments.  Moses was then commanded to go down the mountain and share his God-encounter with others. Unfortunately, while Moses was away, the Israelites had begun to worship a false idol – a calf which they had crafted out of gold. Moses was so angry when he returned to camp that he melted the golden idol, crushed it to powder and made the people eat it…which sounds excessive until you remember how you felt the last time you spent time around people who just can’t seem to get their act together. 

Safe to say, Moses would have preferred to stay on top of the mountain, where the pressures and worries of real-life, as well as the eventual disappointments of the people whom he was called to lead, lay thousands of feet below. I think we all would prefer our mountaintop experiences to last as long as possible.

Certainly this was true of Jesus’ disciples. Here on the top of a high mountain, Peter, James and John witness something amazing. They experience God in a direct, powerful and very clear way. Peter responds by asking permission to build dwellings for Moses, Elijah and Jesus; effectively saying, “Oh, this is wonderful, let’s make sure you all stay here permanently, so that I know where to come find you.” It’s not a stretch to think that the next request out of Peter’s mouth would have been for permission to build a dwelling for himself, so that he would not have to return to the fears, frustrations and fractured-existence of his daily life and simply stay with the Lord on the mountaintop.

On the top of the mountain, finding himself in the awesome presence of God, Peter’s inclination was to build a building – a closed-off structure that would literally and figuratively allow him to preserve his experience of God in a familiar and easily-accessible form whenever he desired. 

However, God was not pleased with Peter’s efforts to take Jesus captive. God cuts off Peter’s request with a clear command to shut up and listen to Jesus. Peter had missed the point. Jesus had no intention of staying on the mountain. He had work to do, and so did Peter. Jesus’ presence would not be exclusively tied to the mountaintop experience; he would also be found in the valleys.

When we encounter God in powerful ways we, like Peter, try to pin it down and seal it shut, for easy access later on. Much like what kids do over the summer, as they run around trapping fireflies in glass containers, hoping to capture the wonder of the moment and preserve it forever. There is a word for our attempt to contain God. There is a word that describes our desire to seal up God into a pretty and convenient little box for easy access. This word is “religion.” 

Religion at its basic level is a structure built off the blueprints of particular people’s experiences of the divine. The theory goes, if you reconstruct the original circumstances of the divine experience as accurately as possible, one has the chance to recreate and re-access the experience of the divine. 

A problem with religion, however, is that it can so easily become a hollow shell. Religion is a well-intended structure meant to preserve and revisit a mountaintop God experience; however, we must realize that God is living, active, on the move. God is there for our mountaintop experiences but subsequently moves from there into the valleys of suffering and pain where God’s presence is most needed. Our call is to follow God down from the mountain and into service.

Religious experience does not work like a mathematical equation. Recreating one person’s authentic religious experience does not necessarily produce the same results. Following a set of rules, creeds, and traditions without having the desire to experience God for oneself, or without the desire to let that experience move you to serve others, will produce nothing. No matter how beautiful the construction, a dead religion can never constrain a living God. 

Our challenge, as people of God, is to fight the temptation to trap and suffocate God’s awesome presence within our literal and figurative walls. Our challenge, as people of God, is to experience God’s awesome presence out in the world: in our workplaces, homes, parks, nursing homes, schools, food pantries, and community events as we serve those whose lives are anything but beautiful mountaintop vistas.

We worship a living God and God will not be contained in one place. God will not be contained in one theology. God will not be contained in one’s religious practices.

I pray that you would have mountaintop experiences. I pray that God would be revealed in your lives in the most profound and shocking ways. I pray that you would experience God as you worship within these walls. But I also pray that you have the courage to expect God’s presence in the midst of the dark valleys of your life. 

Jesus has no plans to stay on the mountain. From the top of the mountain Jesus has his eyes firmly affixed on Jerusalem and the cross awaiting him. This mountaintop experience will be followed by a very real and very painful valley. And yet, Jesus has one more thing to say, “Get up and do not be afraid.” Jesus’ words on the mountaintop, words of hope and promise, loudly reverberate in every direction, penetrating every valley and dark place. “Get up and do not be afraid.”

When all else fades -- and indeed, soon enough all will become dark indeed – Jesus remains, reaching out in help and healing. At the very close of Matthew's account, he will gather with these and all of his disciples on another mountain, and promise that he will be with them, and with you and me, even to the close of the age.

Amen.