Sermons

Trials and Transfiguration

Mark 9:2-9

Six days later, Jesus took with him Peter, James, and John, and he led them up a high mountain, apart, by themselves. And he was transfigured before them and his clothes became a dazzling white, such as no one on earth could bleach them. And they saw there Moses, with Elijah, talking with Jesus.

Peter said to Jesus, “Rabbi, it is good for us to be here. Let us make three dwellings, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.” He didn’t know what to say, for they were terrified. Then a cloud overshadowed them and a voice came from the cloud, saying, “This is my Son, the beloved; listen to him!” And when they looked around, they saw no one there except Jesus, himself, alone.

As they were coming down the mountain, Jesus ordered them not to tell anyone about what they had seen, until the Son of Man had been raised from the dead.


I’m a sucker for “Before and After” stuff. You know what I’m talking about. A good home makeover on HGTV where someone transforms a goldenrod and avocado-colored kitchen from 1978 into a stainless steel and subway tiled jewel for the 21st Century. Or a weight-loss reel where a poor, pudgy, picked-on high schooler becomes a ripped, muscle-bound college kid in just over a year. Or anytime those “where are they now” things pop up and you can see what child-stars from your favorite old TV shows look like as grown-ups.

But the latest iteration of this “Before and After” fascination had me thinking a bit about Transfiguration Sunday and Jesus’ experience up on that mountain with Peter, James, John – and Moses and Elijah, too. Sadly, thanks to the power of Tik Tok and the proliferation of meth, heroine, and other drugs in our culture, the last few years, these “Befores and Afters” are much harder to look at. They show the damage and destruction these drugs can do in less time than a team of contractors can remodel a kitchen or a teenager can reshape and rebuild his body.

I was going to show you what I’m talking about, but decided against it. It didn’t seem right to exploit that kind of sadness and struggle, just to make my point. So trust me when I say – if you haven’t seen them – these pictures (which are actually a series of an individual’s mugshots, over time) show that in just a few months’ time – or a couple of years, maybe – fresh-faces get covered with open sores; bright eyes become bloodshot and vacant; beautiful smiles become smashed-out window panes; otherwise healthy bodies lose their hair and more weight than seems possible. And all of that, of course, is only what we can see changing on the outside.

And, it may be odd, but the reason this made me think of Jesus – and the Transfiguration moment on that mountaintop we just heard about – is because of the first three words we heard from Mark’s Gospel as part of that story: “Six days later…” “Six days later, Jesus took with him Peter, James, and John …” “Six days later…”

Even though this amazing, wonderful, miraculous thing happened up there on that mountain for and with those three lucky disciples, it didn’t happen in a vacuum. And if you check out what Jesus was up to six days EARLIER in Mark’s Gospel, it puts it all in a different kind of light.

See, we don’t know what happened in the meantime because that doesn’t seem important to whoever wrote Mark’s gospel. But, six days earlier, Jesus had had some pretty hard, holy conversations with his disciples. We’re told that, six days before today’s mountain-top experience, Jesus “began to teach them that the Son of Man must undergo great suffering, and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.” We’re told that six days earlier, “Peter took [Jesus] aside and began to rebuke him.” We know that Jesus then rebuked Peter and said “Get behind me, Satan! For you are setting your mind not on divine things but on human things.”

And we know that six days earlier, Jesus called the crowd with his disciples, and gave them that hard, holy teaching: “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.” And he said, “For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it. For what will it profit them to gain the whole world and forfeit their life? Indeed, what can they give in return for their life?” And so on…

In other words, the you-know-what is about to hit the fan. Jesus and anyone who followed him – really followed him – were about to find themselves in some deep kimchi, as my high school history teacher, Mr. Huovinen liked to say. According to Jesus, this discipleship stuff; this “following me and fishing for people” business can be hard. It isn’t always pretty, or easy, or safe, or for the faint of heart, either.

And it makes me think about this thing we celebrate in the Transfiguration of Our Lord, and the way it might prepare us for the season of Lent that’s on the way – and for life in this world, really.

Because what happened “six days later” – where we find ourselves this morning – is that Jesus revealed himself to his closest friends as the next, and the best, and as the end in a line of the great prophets of their faith, like Moses and Elijah – the ones who showed up next to him on that mountain. What happened was that Jesus revealed himself in some larger-than-life way as the Messiah and as the Son of God and all of it was in preparation for what was coming next.

And, what was coming next for Jesus was even more unbelievable than what happened on that mountain – even with all of those ghosts, talking clouds, and dazzling white laundry. What was going to happen was that Jesus would be crucified. Jesus was about to share a meal with the rest of his disciples; he would be arrested; he would be denied and betrayed by these very same disciples, Peter, James, and John, just to name a few and then he would die a terrible death – whipped, beaten, mocked, spit upon, crowned with thorns, and nailed to a cross.

And all of this was even more unbelievable than what happened on that mountain, really. Why would God suffer? Why would someone who could heal anyone of anything not simply save himself from all of it right from the get-go? And why would Jesus ask the disciples to follow him through all of this only to die and leave them to deal with the emptiness, anger, pain, persecution, and grief that were sure to follow?

I think maybe God did all of that, in Jesus, because God knew that we would know so many people going through it. Or because God knew we would find ourselves going through it, at some point along the way. And we do, do we not – know people suffering and struggling in so many ways? Cancer and cardiac emergencies. Ugly divorces and dangerous relationships. Financial crises; mental health concerns; legal issues; struggles with aging; deep, abiding, grief; relentless addiction; fears, anxieties, and stresses too numerous to name.

So, “six days later,” six days after his hard, holy conversation about his own suffering and struggle, when Jesus orders the disciples not to tell anyone about what had happened on that mountaintop until after the Son of Man had been raised from the dead, I think maybe he wants them – and us – always to see the mountaintop of his Transfiguration, and the one of Easter’s resurrection, too – in connection with the suffering and struggle of our lives in this world. I think he was showing that God is with us in all of it; that God is not afraid of any of it.

I think he might be saying, just wait until you – and they – can see that I’m going through it, too. That we’re in this together. That we’ll all find ourselves coming down from the mountain tops now and again – deep into the valleys of life in this world, more often than we’d like.

Because whether you’re in the throes of a deep, dark addiction, being rocked by a relationship in ruins, or staring death in the face, this is where God does God’s best work – not just in miracles and magic and mountaintop experiences – but by coming down from the mountain, entering into the broken places, and making them whole; by finding what’s lost; by turning shadows into light; despair to hope; sin to forgiveness; by transforming death into new life, even, by a grace that’s hard to believe until you’ve seen it for yourself – which we will – all of us, by the love promised us in Jesus Christ our Lord.

Amen

How to be Human

Mark 1:29-39

As soon as they left the synagogue, they entered the house of Simon and Andrew, with James and John. Now Simon’s mother-in-law was in bed with a fever, and they told him about her at once. He came and took her by the hand and lifted her up. Then the fever left her, and she began to serve them.

That evening, at sunset, they brought to him all who were sick or possessed with demons. And the whole city was gathered around the door. And he cured many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and he would not permit the demons to speak, because they knew him.

In the morning, while it was still very dark, he got up and went out to a deserted place, and there he prayed. And Simon and his companions hunted for him. When they found him, they said to him, ‘Everyone is searching for you.’ He answered, ‘Let us go on to the neighboring towns, so that I may proclaim the message there also; for that is what I came out to do.’ And he went throughout Galilee, proclaiming the message in their synagogues and casting out demons.


The Super Bowl is next week and my household is rather excited. Some of us for the game and others of us for the commercials, Usher at Half Time, and most importantly the Taylor Swift appearances. I have always been a football fan, I played growing up and in high school and have always loved watching Colts games with my family. Recently, I listened to a podcast from the Athletic on Andrew Luck. I am guessing most of you are familiar with him, but for those not, Luck was the Colts first round draft pick in 2012.

We had a dismal season in 2011, we lost Peyton Manning, but there was all this hype around a young, nerdy, very athletic quarterback out of Stanford. Despite the enormous pressure Luck faced, he delivered. Immediately, he made an impact: throwing touchdowns, taking hits and getting right back up, even taking the Colts to multiple playoff appearances. At times, Luck seemed more God-like than human on the football field. Everything was pointing to the Colts making a superbowl run, that is until August 24, 2019.

To the shock and disappointment of many, the 29 year old, with potentially some of his best years ahead of him, decided to retire, to move on from football. Over the last four years of playing, Luck went through a vicious cycle of injury, pain, rehab. He was amazing to watch, but it came at the cost of his body: Torn cartilage in 2 ribs, partially torn abdomen, a lacerated kidney, at least 1 concussion, a torn labrum in his throwing shoulder, and a calf/ankle issue that he’d been dealing with. At the press conference announcing his retirement, Luck said “I feel quite exhausted and quite tired. It’s been tiring. I feel tired, and not just in the physical sense.”

But in the very next breath, Luck said "I feel so much clarity [about this] and so grateful for the experiences..." At that press conference, Luck showed us that he wasn’t just a football player, or some superhuman athlete. He was human.

And even though he was beloved by fans, coaches, and this city, Luck discerned that if he continued playing football it would come at the cost of his body, his family, and the life he wanted. So he moved in a different direction. It was a remarkable decision. So what do Andrew Luck and Jesus have in common? They show us what it means to be human: That is, they’re exhausted, they discern what to do next, and with great clarity they move in a different direction.

The last five weeks we have explored stories that show us who Jesus is and what he is all about. Think of the stories we’ve explored: the magi calling Jesus as King of the Jews, Nathaniel saying he is the Son of God, fishermen dropping everything to follow him, and he can even cast out unclean spirits. But this week we are shown something different.

This week our story picks up on the same day Jesus cast out that unclean spirit. He and the disciples are just leaving the synagogue as word spreads about the miracle. They go to Simon and Andrew’s house. Right away, Jesus heals Simon’s mother-in-law of a fever. Amazed, the disciples then bring to him everyone they know who is sick or demon possessed for healing. The whole city has gathered outside this little house to see the spectacle! In just one day, Jesus had taught in the synagogue, performed his first exorcism and healing, and then healed and cast out many that same night.

Jesus had to be exhausted. So that next morning, before the sun is up, Jesus awakes, retreats to a deserted place alone, and prays. And right there we are shown something different about Jesus than in all the other epiphany stories. We are shown that Jesus is human. He hit a limit. He was tired. He needed time alone; to recharge. He needed to pray, to listen to God, to discern what came next, before he was bombarded with the demands of the people around him.

And that time didn’t last long. The disciples hunted for him, frantically searching. And when they found him, they informed Jesus that everyone was looking for him. As if to say, “what in the world are you doing out here? People are looking for you, you’ve got to heal them”. Yet, likely to their shock and disappointment, Jesus said “Let’s move on to other towns; there’s more preaching and healing needed. After all, that’s what I came to do.”

Jesus had clarity about what the next move was in his ministry. He knew he wouldn’t be able to do what he was called to do if he just stayed there.

This life demands a great deal from us. People and powers try to pull us in all sorts of directions, telling us who we should be and what we should do. They want all that you can give and then ask for more. We will get tired, overwhelmed, exhausted even. It’s only human. And it’s so easy to just continue on doing what’s asked of you, even at the cost of yourself and the kind of life God really desires for you. Which is why, just like Jesus, we too need time to recharge, to pray, to listen to God, to discern what comes next, before the bombardment of demands continues. In that time and space, God gives clarity about what we are called to and gives our weary selves power to do it. It might be in a different direction than you thought, it might come as a shock or disappointment to others.

But, by faith, we trust we will be headed where God is leading and giving us strength along the way. Everyone will faint and grow weary as Isaiah says; but those who wait for the Lord, those who go off to pray, to listen, to discern, will have renewed strength.

And just as we need time of discernment and prayer in our individual lives, we need it in our life together, too. We as a community will feel the pull to do so many different ministries, serve in so many ways. The world around us will say we need to be more like this church or that organization or do more programs. It can be overwhelming, exhausting even.

But Jesus shows us another way. A way we are trying to follow with our Holy Conversations that begin today.

It's vital to our mission and ministry that we pray together. That we listen to each other, to our leadership, and most importantly to where we hear God at work in all of this. Where, to what, and to whom is God leading us? Who needs to come alongside us? What is the need that calls us to serve in new ways and in new places?

There is energy and excitement in this place. So now is the time to create the space and time for us to discern together; to dream about what comes next.

Yet in all of this what doesn’t change is who we are and what our ministry is. Jesus went on to the neighboring towns, but he still preached the gospel and healed people; that part never changed. No matter what comes next for us, we remain a community of disciples offering grace, no strings attached. We will continue to worship, learn about, and serve the everlasting God who does not faint or grow weary, but gives power to the tired and strengthens the weak.

And so we pray that God will guide these Holy Conversations, giving us clarity to God’s call, and empowering us to do the ministry that is before us.

Amen.