Bread of Life

Eat Your Vegetables

John 6:35, 41-51

Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.”

Then the Jews began to complain about him because he said, “I am the bread that came down from heaven.” They were saying, “Is not this Jesus, the son of Joseph, whose father and mother we know? How can he now say, ‘I have come down from heaven’?”

Jesus answered them, “Do not complain among yourselves. No one can come to me unless drawn by the Father who sent me; and I will raise that person up on the last day. It is written in the prophets, ‘And they shall all be taught by God.’  Everyone who has heard and learned from the Father comes to me. Not that anyone has seen the Father except the one who is from God; he has seen the Father. Very truly, I tell you, whoever believes has eternal life. I am the bread of life. Your ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness, and they died. This is the bread that comes down from heaven, so that one may eat of it and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats of this bread will live forever; and the bread that I will give for the life of the world is my flesh.”


It’s worth knowing – or remembering, if you’ve learned this before – that Jesus is mad today. It’s hard to tell from here – sitting like we do, in this time and place – so far removed from that moment with him, but it matters that he’s angry.

We’re listening in on a hard conversation – an argument, even, some might say – between Jesus and the crowds who have been following him, and challenging him, and questioning him for quite awhile now. Someone smarter than me, has even suggested that when Jesus says, “do not complain among yourselves,” that what he really means is “shut up;” maybe, “quit your whining.”

And that side of Jesus matters to me – the human, frustrate-able side of Jesus, I mean, who must have gotten mad more often than we hear about. Mad, here, because he’s trying to “bring the kingdom” to the people around him and they just don’t see it or get it or want it or know what that means. Mad because he’s been having this same conversation for at least, like, 6 chapters and 51 verses, if the Gospel text is any kind of measuring stick for that sort of thing. And after all this time, they’re still just bickering over the details and not believing or receiving what they’ve seen or experienced or heard about Jesus.

So, I’ll come back to the Gospel in a minute but first, I hope we can have a little laugh.

I can’t decide if that dog is really smart, or very well-trained – BOTH, maybe – or just really likes cheese. None of this really matters.

Because, my point is that I kind of think Jesus is just trying to get the people in this morning’s Gospel to eat their theological vegetables. And more than vegetables, or cheese, even – but “the bread that came down from heaven.” And he had to be so frustrated and angry, and sad, I imagine, that they just didn’t get it, or want it, or understand it, or whatever.

Because what matters in all of this back and forth between Jesus and those people of faith is that it took place very near to the festival of the Passover, the great national and religious holiday for the Jewish people. The Passover was where they celebrated their release from slavery, their Exodus from Egypt, their journey toward the Promised Land. We heard last week about how the people of Jesus’ day complained to him for not giving them signs like the ones their ancestors had received in the wilderness back in the days of Moses – after some grumbling of their own. They complained, remember, that their ancestors got that miraculous manna in the wilderness – actual bread from heaven – and they thought they deserved – and so were looking for – something like that kind of a miraculous sign, too; to feed them, to fill them, to fix them, to SAVE them.

And now, along comes Jesus, claiming to be that bread from heaven. He’s claiming, not just that he was there to deliver the bread from heaven they were looking for, but that somehow he was, that he would be, that he is, this bread from heaven – this miracle – that gives life and hope and salvation to the world. Which would sound ridiculous, you have to admit, since to so many of them, Jesus really was just the son of Joseph and Mary, from down street, or that kid from the other side of the lake, or that carpenter from Capernaum.

And since most of us know the rest of the story, we know how this ends – with Jesus crucified and raised to new life. And we can read this little bit of it all as a preview of sorts. Jesus was really hinting, if not declaring outright for those who could read between the lines – that he was the new Passover Lamb, with that national holiday just around the corner, come to take away the sin of the world.

Jesus … from Nazareth … this son of a carpenter, this boy born of a peasant girl – this neighbor kid whose parents they knew – was claiming to have come down from heaven with this monumental, holy task of giving up his life, in the flesh, for the sake of the world.

Which means, Jesus was messing with their tradition. Jesus was undoing what they expected. Jesus was replacing the old with something new. And he was inviting them to live and believe something altogether different because of it. He was like Elijah in that first reading, who had challenged everything the people believed could be true about their God. He was moving their cheese and replacing it with broccoli. He was replacing their bread with his body.

That what Jesus was up to with all of his talk about the bread of life and the bread from heaven; about eternal life and about giving his flesh for the sake of the world. He was undoing everyone’s expectations for who God was, for how God could be, for what God might be up to in the world and for how their relationship with God was about to be utterly changed from anything they had ever known and everything they were used to.

Everything old was becoming new. Everything they were familiar with was changing. The very kingdom of God was, all of a sudden, alive and well and under their feet in a way they had never expected, experienced, or believed was even possible. And what woulda, coulda, shoulda been a feast of beautiful, hope-filled, life-changing news was, unfortunately, all being received with as much joy and gratitude as a plate full of boiled brussels sprouts.

And whether it’s eating our vegetables or doing our homework… whether it’s ending a bad relationship or putting down the bottle… whether it’s showing up for worship, giving our offering, reading more Scripture, or saying our prayers… whether it’s finally forgiving that someone, extending that grace, or making that sacrifice for the sake of the greater good… haven’t we all tried to convince someone – or be convinced, ourselves – to do or believe or behave in some way that we knew to be good and faithful and righteous, but that was also really hard to make happen?

What Jesus was inviting people to see and to receive – what God is calling us to, still – is to open ourselves to the new ways of God’s kingdom among us: things like grace and forgiveness; things like humility and generosity; things like peace and love for the “other” and love of our enemies, too. But we’re just not always so great at that, if we’re honest. Our necks are stiff and our hearts are hard and we are stuck in our ways, too much of the time. Just like the Jews of Jesus’ day, the Church as we know it is notorious for “complaining against each other.”

So we get this bread from heaven, in Jesus, who offers us forgiveness, who fills our hearts and minds and lives with the same kind of mercy, love and promise we’re meant to share. We get this bread from heaven, in Jesus, broken and shared with such abundance that our hands and our hearts can’t hold it all.

And this bread from heaven, like Jesus says, isn’t really bread – or brussels sprouts – or broccoli – after all. It is the very life and death and resurrection of God, in Jesus Christ, broken and shared for you and for me. It is something altogether new and better and different. It can be hard to believe, this bread from heaven. For some this kind of grace is hard to swallow. For too many, it’s difficult to share.

But this bread from heaven, in Jesus Christ, is for all people. It is meant to feed and fill every body. It saves and redeems all things – and all of us – by God’s grace, for the sake of the world.

And it changes everything – and will us, too – if we let it.

Amen

Waiting For a Sign

John 6:24-35

So when the crowds saw that neither Jesus nor the disciples were there, they themselves got into the boats and went to Capernaum, looking for Jesus. When they found him on the other side of the lake, they said to him, “Rabbi, when did you come here?” Jesus answered them, “Very truly I tell you, you did not come looking for me because you saw the signs, but because you had your fill of the loaves. Do not work for the bread that perishes, but work for the bread that endures for eternal life, which the Son of Man will give to you. For it is upon him whom God, the Father, has set his seal.”

They said to him, “What must we do to perform the works of God?” He said to them, “This is the work of God: that you believe in him whom he has sent.” They said to him, “Then what sign will you give us so that we might see and believe? What works are you performing? Our ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness, for it is written, ‘he gave them bread from Heaven to eat.’”

Jesus said to them, “It was not Moses who gave you the bread from heaven to eat, but my Father who gives the true bread from heaven. For the bread of God comes down from Heaven and gives life to the world.” They said to him, “Sir, give us this bread always.” Jesus said to them, “I am the Bread of Life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry. Whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.”


More than once this week, due to some confusion or miscommunication about who was supposed to be where, when – we had a couple of campers who didn’t get picked up on time after our Camp at Church events. Most kids don’t like to be the last one in the building, of course, killing time with the grown-ups, twiddling their thumbs, waiting, wondering, worrying about where mom and dad might be… what’s taking them so long… how much longer they’ll have to wait, and so on. And the longer the wait, the greater their anxiety and worry grow.

While I was making phone calls and sending texts and starting to wonder and worry a bit, myself in each case, I just kept assuring the kids that someone was coming, that everything was fine, that Mom and Dad were probably just stuck in traffic, or had the time wrong, or got trapped at work. “TRUST ME,” I said. Everything is fine. Someone will be here, soon. (And I prayed to Jesus I was telling the truth.)

Because other than those words and my high hopes, I had nothing else to offer these kids. No proof to show. No evidence to offer. No sign to give that they should, in fact, trust me. And it made me think about the crowds who were following Jesus around – still and again – in this morning’s Gospel, looking for a sign of their own.

See, these crowds following Jesus – listening to him preach and teach and heal, wondering about what he was up to – they wanted to know why they should believe in him; why they should follow him anywhere. And they remembered that event back in the Old Testament, their ancestors were wandering around in the wilderness, hungry and thirsty and lost and not so sure they should be following and believing the leader they had in Moses. So the people around Jesus were saying, “Back in the day, there were signs. There was proof.  There was evidence that Moses was God’s mouthpiece; that God was God, after all.”

“As it is written, ‘Moses gave them bread from heaven to eat,’” they were saying to Jesus.

In other words, “They got a sign. We should get a sign.” “They got bread. We should get bread.” “They got manna in the wilderness. We should get us some manna.”

“How can I know, for sure, that Mommy or Daddy are coming to get me? What sign can you give me?” (Whether it was 15 minutes or 45, the waiting seemed interminable for those kiddos)

And I can’t tell you the number of times people have told me how much they have longed for a sign – how much they have needed a sign – in order to know where God was calling them, for sure; how God was part of their life, for sure; what in the world God was up to or might be trying to teach them.

Should I take that job or quit this one? If God would just give me a sign so I’d know for sure.

Should I get into this relationship or get out of that one? If only God would give me a sign then I’d know for sure.

Should I choose this college or that one? If only God would give me a sign so I’d know for sure.

Where is the sign that I can endure this struggle? Where is the sign that the cancer won’t win? Where is the sign that I can stop worrying? Where is the proof that any of this is worth it? Where is the sign – the thing – I can see and touch and feel – the cold, hard, something I can grasp – to let me know for sure?

And I do it myself, with stuff around here, too. I’d like a sign that this pandemic will be over soon and clearer guidance about how to move forward in the face of it. And where is the sign about how we should proceed with staffing for a band leader or for someone to tend to the youth? And some signs about what to do after we pay off our mortgage would be nice, too. Where is the sign that we’re following the right lead; doing the right thing; investing in the right ministry and programs and people and places?

Don’t we all still feel like a kid, after camp, some days, waiting for proof that someone’s there or on the way to save us?

The thing is, none of us know much of anything for sure these days, do we? We want a sign… some proof… some evidence… whatever. But that’s not really what we need.

So, what Jesus reminded his friends and followers – and all those who were looking for a sign in this Gospel story – was that “the sign” – the manna in the wilderness wasn’t the point for those early ancestors. It could have been bread or water. It could have been pizza or Pepsi. What “the sign” was didn’t matter nearly as much as the source of it all in the first place: God’s love and devotion, God’s commitment to and presence with God’s people.

See, back in the day, people missed the sign – the very presence of God – standing before them in Jesus, himself. “I am the true bread from heaven,” he assured them, broken and poured out, in the flesh, for the sake of the world. What they really missed through it all – and what we miss or forget too much of the time – is that we have all the sign we need right here in front of us.

We gather for worship because, here, we stand in the presence of our baptism’s water. And we will eat bread and we will drink wine, too – all more than just signs, of what matters most, but the very real presence of what matters most – for this life and the next. This water, this bread, this wine – are reminders for us that we have all we need, already, because of God’s very real and present love for us.

Nothing that I could share with the kids who were waiting for their parents after camp mattered until their parents actually walked in the door – not that I’d gotten a text or left a message or even news that Mom was on the way. What really mattered was when they saw Mom pull into the parking lot or walk into my office with a smile on her face.

When the sickness comes; if the cancer wins; when the fear is so great; as the doubts pile up; when the uncertainties overwhelm us; when there are more questions than answers; when the grief is too heavy; when the loneliness is too real; when the end is near, even; we are called back to the water and we are invited back to the table to be received and filled up by the very real presence of God’s love for us in Jesus.

And we are blessed, in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. We are fed with the Bread of Life, who endures all things, hopes all things, believes all things, bears all things. We receive and share the very love, promise, and hope of God – with each other, for the sake of the world – promises like the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the body, and life everlasting, just to name a few.

Amen